I still have my xmas tree up, a bowl of orange fluff in the fridge, and a broken TV in my porch; yes, I'm being lazy and I'm okay with it. I have spent the holidays with family and doing the stuff that I wanted to do. Isn't that what this season is supposed to be about? Well, that's exactly what I did. I took it one day at the time, as much as my mood swings allowed me, and it was awesome. God knows it was hard, but I did my best. And it was worth it. Family is always worth it.
As the year goes on, I am working on my attitude and goals. Now, it's not that I am a mental mess, no; I do get discourage every now and then. I tend to procrastinate and lose my motivation. So that's my worst enemy at the moment, and I am fighting it off. It's hard, but I am not giving up just yet. For example, I got me business cards (which I am obsessed about) so I can keep writing thegoodlife402.com and it's working. I just need to gather the courage to go up to people and make connections. I guess you can say I am a mental mess. Then again, I always have been. I just need to clear up my head and fill it up with positive thoughts.
So it is February now. Crazy how fast and slow it's going. I don't have any big plans this year, besides seeing Panic! at the Disco over the summer at the Stir Cove, and the five-year anniversary with the boyfriend. Hopefully this year I can propose and finally tie the knot! Who knows! Maybe by the end of the year I will be Mr Adrian Conrad!?